21 avril 2007

Dead Eyes See No Future

I don’t really know how I feel, how I feel

So fed up with all this crazy thoughts running through my head

It’s been raining for awhile, I am drowning

It’s getting darker, I am blinding

I’ve tried to be familiar with the dark, but he declined

Even when I get to see, it’s blurred and so confused

Dead eyes see no future, I’m gonna loose my mind

Waking up every morning, feeling my heart beating…

But I’m not sure I am still there

Just I try to finish the day like how it’s supposed to be

Desires, dreams, expectations, ambitions, utopias

Have became words without any meaning

So how to recover?

I get tired of this duality

I don’t really know what I’ve said

I don’t know who was speaking about what

And why he never told me where or when he’ll react

That’s nonsense, well it’s not

That’s my stupid reality

I need a so long fucking therapy!

1 commentaire:

Anonyme a dit…

Ok first of all I would like to say that I really like this poem. You're very talented! Secondly I did get your message today on msn, but you were offline by the time I saw it :( I really really hope that we can talk soon. I usually put in my nick where I am if I am set to away...like "Esther - sleeping, leave a message" or something like that. So you'll know if I'm not there. And I hope I'm there for you soon! have a great day and keep blogging becuase I love to read it! :D