I don’t really know how I feel, how I feel
So fed up with all this crazy thoughts running through my head
It’s been raining for awhile, I am drowning
It’s getting darker, I am blinding
I’ve tried to be familiar with the dark, but he declined
Even when I get to see, it’s blurred and so confused
Dead eyes see no future, I’m gonna loose my mind
Waking up every morning, feeling my heart beating…
But I’m not sure I am still there
Just I try to finish the day like how it’s supposed to be
Desires, dreams, expectations, ambitions, utopias
Have became words without any meaning
So how to recover?
I get tired of this duality
I don’t really know what I’ve said
I don’t know who was speaking about what
And why he never told me where or when he’ll react
That’s nonsense, well it’s not
That’s my stupid reality
I need a so long fucking therapy!
1 commentaire:
Ok first of all I would like to say that I really like this poem. You're very talented! Secondly I did get your message today on msn, but you were offline by the time I saw it :( I really really hope that we can talk soon. I usually put in my nick where I am if I am set to away...like "Esther - sleeping, leave a message" or something like that. So you'll know if I'm not there. And I hope I'm there for you soon! have a great day and keep blogging becuase I love to read it! :D
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